Thursday, June 18, 2009

Re-Tired


I am glad. Unfortunately, it's not about retired or retiring either.

Just plain tired... again. Hence, re-tired.

Have been doing preparation for the I M U Kampung Angkat program that somehow frustration sets in yet at the same time having burning spirit (semangat berkobar-kobar) to go all out for a successful event.

Though there were hiccups here and there, we manage put up a better than average show. Or anyone who beg to differ and would like to give their comment? May be good? Or even excellent?

Being in charged of IT and promotion team, I was a little over ambitious to keep the team as tiny as possible. Thankfully, all team members were committed in getting work done albeit a little exhaustive.

Not forgetting, the members of logistic team have been particularly helpful during preparation on the 2 event days. Despite being lag behind the scheduled time in preparatory work, each rushed to move the equipments and stuffs in place. This enable us to complete the set up just in time for a quick trial run prior to actual running of all programs.

Looking forward to a good rest and reflecting all the wonderful things that occurred. Once again, my sincere thanks to all parties involved. May peace and rest be with all of you. :)

Friday, May 22, 2009

BLANK

Every year, every one gets to celebrate his or her birthday. It may be grand. It may be meaningful. It may be one of its kind. But nobody knows the true feelings except one self.

This year, I am surrounded by hard times. He whom I pray for is not living in conditions I had desire for his good. Friends and colleagues are as good as strangers, making assumptions and judgement when support could have been better put into place.

As I stood before the dividing road, I turned back to realize one thing: blank. This year on 5 10, I felt sorrow much more than any other preceding years. I knew, it is a test but what gives everyone the right to test me in such.

Deep within, I thank both my housemates and LLL for the small celebration. Those messages received too touched and lifted me for a little while especially that of family and relatives.

Was the past really a blank? I do not know. All I know is that even if my sight was blinded, I have to carry on. My friend. Spare me a judgement and you'll know what the truth is. Spare me an assumption and you'll see a different picture.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Smile

Ever wonder...
What make you smile?
Was there a reason?
Or you make others smile?

For some times now, I am still struggling. Where was the cheerful light that used to be burning right within? Right now, right here, I am weak on my knees.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Needing input?

Ok, I admit. I am not any good with words, especially sweet sexy words. So I decided to search the internet and take up a lesson or two. Hmm., bet I got your attention now. Hehe. Must be thinking what I had found or been doing eh?

Nah, the first statement was indeed true but I did not do the second. Well, I am more of the curious-cum-itchy-to-know people to read weird weird stuff.

Must be quite a few days or weeks now. Can't really recall when... Haiz, life in Batu Pahat definitely is busy. Reports, night duty, reports, practicals qouta, reports, on call and more reports... Huhu, can ki siao I tell you. Anyway, this is not my point. Haha, read on.

Dunno how good these advice are... but it's interesting to know

Relationship tips :
http://dating.personals.yahoo.com/singles/relationships/24240/dating-advice-top-10-relationship-tips

Just heard this song on air. Anyone remember?